They are 99.9% as sure as they can be that it isn't. The truth is they don't know what it is other than an infection. Pleurisy aside I am feeling better than I have for a while so that puzzles me but whatever. They are putting me on even stronger antibiotics.
The transplant is on hold until the shadow has gone. I had an chest x-ray today and it is just a waiting game. She mentioned again treating me for TB but I shook my head. I am not doing that to my body unless she can prove to me that that is what I have, and I do not believe that.
I don't mind saying that I do not like this person. She is a poor communicator and a sanctimonious prig so it is difficult working with the woman. Hey Ho!
I am not sure I even want a transplant anymore. What I saw in that hospital has made me think differently. It is one thing accepting I might die on the operating table but quite another having to suffer like what I saw there.
Because I have been feeling better I can think straighter and I want to concentrate on keeping myself healthy and that means exercise, something I have not being doing. I intend to go back to Pulmonary Rehab. and hoping that they have one in the village now so I can get there on my own.
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